Don't Forget

Pensaba,
cuando las horas no se cortan.
Te has hecho roca de las gotas de sal,
tenias la boca pura,
y en el cielo una estrella dejó un rastro,
imposible de seguir..
El hambre obligó al hombre comer de su mano,
y el corazón debora el odio con rapidez.
El corazon transformado en una voraz llama,
consume.

Imaginaba,
a cada instante,
todas las cosas que no puedo sentir ahora.
Tenías los ojos más bellos en toda la historia
de las miradas.
Irresistible.

Deseaba,
como un genio salir de la botella,
pero en el sueño de los tontos.
Debilidad de soñadores,
mueren mientras duermen.
Imposible luchar.

Entonces,
la historia se detuvo,
cuando el escritor
dejó de crear.
Cuando tuvo su propia vida.

I'll try to don't lie this time,because sometimes I wanna see you.
three nights ago I was dreaming of you,how is possible call you in my dreams?
How is possible still dreaming of you?? haha
This happend for many reasons,maybe...
Changing a bit the subject.
I feel a bit better,I saw my mother yesterday and like I saw she more calm,I feel so too.
Returning to the another thing.
I don't wanted be online and will be not in ICQ,I need to be free from you,ok?)
My humor is better now,maybe because I looking for nothing to be fine.Just put my attention in my work,because I wanna vacations!

About my dream,rare thing.

I had enlisted in the Army,and had the farewell of my friends,then you get between people.
Your white hair and sad eyes,raised his hand and said my name.
I just looked up, but too many people,I did not see you.
So I said your name and raised my hand to you to see me.
You tried to approach me.
Too many people, you never cross the 15 meters between us.
I remember that my childhood friend was there.
And the damn uniform that I will never forget.
At the end of the dream, I went to military prison,because fight with an superior officer.

For end I wake up with an strange feeling...
Nightmares,needing therapy,I´m thinking seriously about.
How many lives do you have?
Because I'm not a cat.

Hi,will be that like a new letter?
Missing no much time to hollidays.
Is in this time when I come sensitive.Why in this way,I never understood.
Till the moment my life is good,I have nothing to saying about.Still when money is not much,I'm simple to be happy.
But to be honest also I find some thing to be annoying.
I ask to myself,why this woman is so hard,nothing in his life can to make her happy.
Why always needs to take from me something to his own benefice?
Is so the people that can't to get for hisself till wanna be or wanting have.
I don't need too much money to be happy,but that is not reason to make me loss my money...I try to say..look like that she can't to do nothing with his life,because this were in her past.
I'm comprensive,I have patience..
Still when she is not my mother,and always made for me like my enemy...in really in that she looks perfect.
Why look that she wanna put me away from home...if I wanting be bad persons,she can to repent for this.
My God,how is people in this world,nothing are sufficient to feel satisfaction.
The necesity to feel rich,come not from money..the first come from inside oneself.
In this moment I was cooking,and like my child is watching TV I take the opportunity to write..
I have not secrets,for that i can't fear,I'm like I look,I never try to be another people.
If I feel pity to someone...is just because this person have anything to everything and don't know what to do whith that.
I'm not perfect..I have a lot defects,but I will be never stupid.

Simple color,the Simple Life.
Blue, drops of dew,
I see your mouth breath rose in the glass,
what colors you wear butterfly,
My favorite autumn
Brown's tones,
gold and red,
my butterfly winter
love that will live forever.

Within a box,
I keep May, April and June
And the rain came trembling,
in their butterfly wings,
trying to weave the silk for your clothing.

Gave the green chlorophyll and the color of his eyes earth,
I once lived butterfly
and again in spring.
Blue sky, golden sand,
I want the green,
and the color of earth.

May, April and June, was
to September.
An old song, a strange taste,
closed boxes.
A debt already paid,
because I want nothing.

butterfly,
remembered my name as often drowned in chlorophyll?
How often angry, the smell of the earth cursed my name?
The face of spring, similar to mine.
Your gift of white flowers,
drawing glass hearts ..
thought snow cover everything,
but can´t that should cover to me..

keep the box shut for some time,
if you wanted to keep what's inside
Many butterflies, produce nausea ...
Enough of butterflies!

I think I'll stop loving,
in my life I've never suffered so much as now!
I want)
Really beautiful to me.
I do not know,simply I like it.

http://www.plataygemas.com/tienda/product_info.php?cPath=130_148&products_id=5802
Very fine earrings,almost as if the petals were falling from the flower.

http://www.plataygemas.com/tienda/product_info.php?cPath=130_148&products_id=9261
Here the curves,gives a touch of originality,
that I liked more.
I see ocean waves and a palm tree ..you do not?
I have too much imagination, but does not bother me.

http://www.plataygemas.com/tienda/product_info.php?products_id=9772

This pair of earrings is a wonder!
I've never been materialistic,
and I will not be.
But always give a sentimental value to all my things,
especially the gifts from my friends.
And why not, like all women, want something nice to use occasionally.
get the impression that nature is in nearly everything,
Here, for example,a branch with leaves,
in a change of season and hue of colors
gave a nice touch, I think is very very pretty.

http://www.plataygemas.com/tienda/product_info.php?cPath=130_148&products_id=9895
this let some feeling...
wishing snakes glide through the neck of a woman ...
or just very delicate earrings for a coffee or exit the hotel,
after dancing and drinking.
I'm a simple person,
I do not like to much nightlife...
but I accept I be to write when overnight.
And by the way, I'll go if you invite me ...
then things change...but return alone to home=)

http://www.plataygemas.com/tienda/product_info.php?cPath=130_143&products_id=7013
See what beauty thing!
Good present to an girlfriend or wife...if she does not pretend too much,
will be very happy,but sure..

I liked so
http://www.plataygemas.com/tienda/product_info.php?cPath=130_143&products_id=9109
http://www.plataygemas.com/tienda/product_info.php?cPath=130_143&products_id=10716

All this came to the case,because I talked with she,and criticized the gift of my friend ...
I'm not very demonstrative,but I don´t liked his attitudes everything knows)
For me, the meaning is more valuable than the material,that I think important is the person who appreciates us.
Look, if I could load a wagon of gold,so you understand how important you are to me ...you would realize that the gold in this world not enough.
I always tell people,that to have more,need to value what you have in your hands)
We talked about the stones of the zodiac signs,and at one point said that I have no energy.It bothered me that said, everyone has positive or negative energy ... I know.







And then I responded to his gesture and no one knows more,show me her security between eyebrows.
And I said,Why do you think I do not use metal?
Have you seen that only left me a silver chain hanging around my neck, and perhaps rarely earrings ...
She seemed annoyed, I never brag, but annoying question again ..
I try to ... calm reflection.
Maybe I have so much energy that when I get angry, I can make bad to myself.
So only use jewelry from the mother earth.
Was a very good idea)

My friend, an intelligent person ..
I could say,he drew me the road.
and I kept this in some way.
Nothing is completely perfect,
but I learned to love the life I have.

"Learn to forgive,
to be forgiven"

Poco a poco quiero recuperar todas las fotos de mi lj que borré en un acto de locura=)))
De este modo me sentiré orgullosa de mi misma por haber mejorado la apariencia de este blog,que hace tiempo venía en decadencia por la falta de estabilidad emocional.
Ahora quiero dejar aquí la foto que elegí como imagen de usuario,porque creo rotundamente que así me veo a diario.
( foto... )

No podemos ser perfectos,pero podemos mejorar lo que somos)
Y cada día hacer una cosa buena.Y veremos la diferencia en poco tiempo.

1.
Breakfast at a gas station, and some jokes.



Jorge,Pablo,Igor y Juan.


Pasha,Alejandra y Martín.


She,is me...sleepy and rarely smoking a cigarette)
It´s true,because I have wish sometimes to.

Vitaliy,and you don´t need explanation to know who is him))

2.
Arrived at the entrance, a vacant lot a couple of years ago,
I do not know the reasons, but previously was a
Jewish home for seniors.
Tenia hospital wards, houses, gardens, and a temple.
We could use the houses, the hospital, but the temple is prohibited.
I had a rare feeling there,till scare






















3.
When we were ready
showed us the way of the game, and took us to our bunker.

The sky began to change to black and we could feel the wind of rain.
I must admit that the beauty of the place captivated me on many occasions, and I was constantly distracted.
Some fruit trees and flowers.
I felt like a bug of city,
lost in nature, wanting to stay there a little more.
We were divided into 4 teams, Alpha, and I belong to the first team, second in command.
And I never thought it would be running so for all the field ...
I asked God that comes the rain, until the rain came and soaked the clay,
that like oil on the polished tiles let me off around,
then lost his balance and fell, my ass on earth!
It really hurt me and my colleagues were surprised because this girl got up smiling.






















4.
Had started the game and took some photos,
since Alpha 1 should with carrying an engineer and keep him safe.
After a few minutes was necessary to pay attention to our work.
Almost...but everything was perfect.
















5.
I really wanted to eat and drink since morning
but it was impossible to leave the game so frustratingly.
So I endured as they soldier in training.
Something really ugly!








Our friends always laugh that I take their pictures when they are eating ...
Mere coincidence.









Here I am again, but drinking all day mate ... sucking mate,say here.
Sweet or sour,strong or herbs, always
is present at our events.
Some things are traditional.





Get the rain with all his force...hmm




She is the new woman playing with us,nice person,really..and for end me are not the only one woman there...this is very,very good,because I have a new friend!


In this photo are Cano from other team,Igor and Pablo,again.

Here in multicam is our Commander,in other say our friend Igor.



Here I am with my assistant on the team.But really
he is very modest, because everyone knows that he has all the qualifications to be second in command.
he asked the commander to give me his place,
because he felt that oil was missing after some time without play.
But the best is that I can change to assistant,its not a problem,we are a team,and we are friends in the team.


Well and again the commander prepared to follow a few more minutes of play.

6.
This grassy path get to what once had been a hospital,
even existed papers
pasted on the walls and a list of persons who had been housed there.
ran a chill in my back ... unexpectedly.
Maybe you can see, a picture where they are assembled and passageways,
many rooms and halls divided by walls on which you can peek.
Medical waste and Artefatos, fireplaces, the occasional toy like if you ever walked the children to see their grandparents.
We were just me and my team in the vast area ...
my post at the end of the corridor across several rooms that seemed tunnels ..
and the major leave me alone, and assistant commander was behind ..
And I remembered a dream, scary, ghosts of war.
You can not understand why can not see the same thing than me.
So when I was overcome with fear and fell face down the storm I entered the dark hall looking for my comrades ...
And I whispered "this is just a game."





























And when I was side by side with my comrades, change the guard to the front,
engineer looked at me and smiling orders me not to move.
Sped away halfway down the aisle saying, right back.
And I said hiding
distress,
no delay.
And in the quiet hallway the wind
blew a can, I bristled the hair.
I felt the emptiness and loneliness of that gloomy castle disease.
And the tin moved as mockery,
and you know that these things do not happen always.
Came the engineer and commander, relieving my burden, dropped the wind a security tape from the door, and said laughingly
almost ashamed ...I almost shot,just moviment ..
Imagine for a moment the soldiers of war and
naively understand the incomprehensible.











7.









And back home, very tired,
pain in the legs ..
And I´m gratefull for the friends that always be to my side.






Thanks!

My real name,because no many people knows me.
And other not so much interesting things..

It is the effort,
we have done in the pursuit of something.
Today I feel sad,but I do not want deep
on the subject.
Try to make it more personal.
Here my dogtag, trying to be original,but we are always the same.
just more cute.
Here for use in the field, does not have much validity, thus opting for daily use.
real data and my current nickname in the forum for airsoft.

Now I feel more aseptic by the community, when my other friend (very rare case of friendship) that he said was not true all the boys are happy to have a woman in the middle of 50 men.
Now that they knows me more or less, they were seen to smile ... and the jokes.
I remember one of them who helped me climb the trees and the deep pit in the land,
I do not know your name,
strong arms,I across flying to the other side field ... but thanks for the help.
The first time after many years, someone took my arm to lift with that force
=)
I am surprised in a comment I said to a friend "I'll never change my camo,
and I am glad to be one more".

Still cold the weather here...but to be honest I don't missing the alergies each new spring,its one of real annoying fuckthings.
And I'm thinking about posting some personal confesion.(just don't needs to be scared...)
I developed some kind of illusion
by this Saturday ..
The only problem is that always pricked the balloon before opening the car door ..I wanting you to be here even to make you laugh.
No matter...maybe.

Now I think I can continue with a weight less)
N: excuse about bad quality photography...grr

Si elegir las flores fuera fácil,dejaría tus besos,
si tuviera el valor de besarte,olvidaría las flores.
desde que te conozco,no hay paseos largo ni cortos,
nuestras manos tejen en el camino.

La alegría quiso pintarse de nubes, el alma quiso reflejar la luz y
subir a tu pelo,se perdió entre hondas que desprendió del viento.
Buscaba en tus ojos con luz de luna,todas las cosas.
Y escuché tu voz,jugando en mi mente,como canciones que los niños
siempre cantan,
te lo he dicho siempre,talvez para que me oígas y no caígas dormido,

Susurraré en tu oído,como las gotas de lluvia en la ventana,
y si alguna vez me encuentras,renacer sin olvido y lejos de penas amargas,en medio de un dulce sonido y perfume de flores blancas.

No write,not imagination,not inspiration...
disappeared with you...
I am delayed at work,
I'm afraid of unemployment.
I am between the clockwise,
where can´t to run,
too much to do ...
Turns, turns around myself ..
and you,away.
Enjoy your opportunity ;)

слушать,это для тебя.
Because you think that I wanna forget.
Because I wanna give you something,
because lifes only one for this.





Makes of the life an eternal party,without forget the pain.
The class who us be.
To be happy,after to be sad.
To live in happiness inside.
You was my side,you was my
happiness)
I don't need forget the sound that keeps us alive



When you forgive me,I will live forever.


Angels in the earth are always on freedom,
the love are our weapons,
forgive our peace.

Again, when moving wings,laps in the sky.
Pens in a color change,so that the eyes are
radiant in the light of day.
Doing what is available to us and what better when feel good.
I'm still tired, and nothing distracts me.
As the locomotive at full steam, with too much cargo,
coal burning.But cool quickly.
can you imagine what color my hair?
You just have to try ...

Because people always waiting things that never arrive.
Weakness, difficult things, weaknesses that make us vulnerable.

When I think of you, the mind reaches the point where,I can not remember the bad.
Although bad is all that I done ...
Maybe I exaggerate a lot about everything.
Sometimes I close my eyes to imagine me drown in the sea,
with a feeling of immense pleasure.
I almost forgot to say that the nightmares come back at night ..
Mourn not always the best way to remove anxiety.
Life is so
you know

dreams and reality...is a mix that I love.
The problem is a life dream's,but anyway..what is lifes,without dreams?
Life happens too fast,when live one.
And yet,many things are left behind
only when you look at the road ahead,
can not stop ...and the speed,
light.
That is all we are.

I am stoping the week...



I was thinking better,and this song is to you,and to say real truth from me..I love this music,because is the one thing can to make me feel,like so far from)
Never away,believing only in myself.
You not surrender,is a right of life.
I don't needing,is well.

When I want to go away from you,
the tide against my will.





You can´t say to my heart what to doing about.

Lies,like always.
But one always wanna believing about
Always wanna wich the fuck
lies not true.

When to start to see,when I want believe.
When I can't believe,I can't love.

I am sorry for talking about.
Only came to tell something
without wish.
Fond something in the real life to be busy,still so.
Still so in the very hard time...a minute to smoke and sleep like rock.

Excuse please about...
if you gave count of.

Only came to me,likes dreams after of the nightmares.
No angel.